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父因為痰有血，肺片有黑形，要入院作詳細檢查，下週出報告。
得知消息後，我沒有太擔憂，因為不知從何擔憂，只盼望報告結果正面。
我媽，雖不致太憂心，但也失眠。連社區中心的興趣班也不上，為父準備物品。
在早上，她在醫院冷冷地對父說：「我今天下午不來看你了，因為很累，又要回家煮飯，沒有時間。」
可晚上她還是與姐一起去醫院。
翌日，她還從屋裡不知什麼地方，拿出已有10年沒有用過的保溫壺，說要弄木瓜湯。
父常說要出院，我也這樣希望。

My father is admitted to hospital for body check as blood is found in his sputum and there is a black spot in his lung image. The report will be out next week.
I am not very worried after learning this. I don’t know what to worry about, just hoping that the report result will be positive.
My mother was sleepless even though she was not very worried. She skips leisure activities organized by the community center, for preparing things for my father.
She seemed indifferent when visiting my father in the morning and said, ``I will not be able to visit you in the afternoon. I am tired and I need to rush back home to prepare for dinner.’’
But she later went to the hospital with my sister.
The next day, she found a vacuum flask that had never been used for the past 10 years for making papaya soup.My father always says he wants to be discharged, and I hope so.